I like sleeping as well. It is a pleasurable part of life--like massages, and back rubs.

Love Pearl Jam! If the world is the oyster than Eddie's the pearl. He's a gift from the heavens.

I wish I was the full moon shining of a Camaro's hood. ~eddie vedder

Hey Tibby,

Yeah, it's been a long time!

I may sound like a total flake, but have you ever thought of seeing a spiritual healer? What if the issues you've been trying to overcome stem from a past life trauma...I think there is some merit to that in general, I wonder if you have someone authentic in your area who could do a reading for you. I don't think medication ever really helps people, it may treat the symptoms and keep things at bay but it never heals the root of the problem, and what if the root of the problem is locked in the subconscious which stores the files of your collected lives waiting to be released? I know not everyone entertains that notion, but if you are interested in metaphysics it could be a positive avenue for you. Providing that your family is open to such things. Even if they're not, it could just be something that you explore on your own. I hate to see you so troubled for so many years...

Love and light...