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tibby
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Saturday May 02, 2009
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05:21 AM
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We Tried And We Failed
I gave in again last night.I cut myself four times.I have to admit it gave me the biggest sense of relief.I just felt so much better after I did it.I know that`s not normal.It`s like it felt good to hurt.I don`t know to explain.It just helps so much.It stopped the racing thoughts at least for a moment or two.I could relax for a little while.It took the edge off.I don`t know if I`ll ever be able to stop this.It seems like this is the only thing that helps me.Everyone just tells me to stop.But how can I when it`s the only thing that helps.
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This Wound Is Bleeding Day And Night
~Jeff Buckley~
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I understand that it may be a feeling of relief. But then again you will have scars if they are just a tad to deep. Tibby, you must admit that this will either shelter you or cause you embarrasment. Face it people are always waiting to see what, who, why,and when about everything!
I get it all the time. For some reason people always see the defects and go to their own conclusions.
I have learned to read peoples faces and explain anything I may have to. Quickly and tactfully
I have been determined to not shy off and instead speak up.
Yet, you shelter and that is not something that will help you or make you move on and try to learn to be content to a point that you do not hurt yourself.
I admit and I will be the first to say that we never know what life will bring to us as a challenge tomorrow. Life will turn and BITE us in the ass. With no pity nor remorse Nor! concideration.
Just make sure to have neosporin.
Keep busy.
Think positive thoughts.
Hugs and Heart to you Tibby
Truly
Marisela