record is on the way.

it sounds like something is squeezing your skull

hang in there, babe ;)

"Grateful

I had a nice Christmas and birthday.My family made my birthday especially nice.I am grateful for that."

Go That Way!.. Or better else!******
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o8A0rhVG91U ;) haha this song came to mind:p

Happy Belated Birthday:)
I am so happy that your family loves you so much that they thought of you kindly for your Birthday:)
I also have had that pleasure. It's sort of crazy but I did not care about my birthday for a long time plus I was involved with a religion that viewed it as wrong since it is giving honor to oneself.
I on the contrary have always been happy when my children s birthday came along since it was the anniversary of the day that I gave birth , which was not easy! eeek! haha I still remember labor!
lol
But I am especially happy on them days.
I have Beautiful loving and caring children.
Yet I understand the madness it is completely aside from all the good.
I am way to sensitive and I hurt for situations that should not bother,well so much!
Like People that are here one day and can be gone the next?
Let's keep motivated:)
I am Glad you had such a nice Christmas and Birthday.
But I am sure glad it is all just the past now. It gets way to pressuring!
So now maybe another couple of weeks and things just may be a little more normal. or other challenges may arise.
Either way. Lets take things at it's moment.. And we can make good of it all.
Keep strong lil Tibby:)
Hugs*
Truly
Marisela

Hang in there. I've been there, been through it and I guarantee you will come out the other side of whatever it is you feel you are trying to struggle out from under.

Things are on the up as we speak, for you. Don't be afraid to take control and if the drugs they are changing you to make you feel horrid, always say so. I've worked with a lot of HIV patients, for example, and they know everything there is to know about their illness. Depression is a long term thing, as in people who suffer one bout, may probably have another, possibly not as bad but knowledge is power hun so if you can face it, read everything you can, identify exactly which "branch" of depression you have, which group of drugs would suit you best, tricyclics, SSRIs etc, and look into CBT, seriously. The talking cure always always works and the drugs are there really just to support you while you find another way to fix yourself. My mum is bi-polar and I have had partners with severe psychological problems including anorexia and depression. I, myself suffer from it too and my brother is so ill he currently doesn't work and lives at home. So, stick with all us toughies ok. And never let anyone tell you it isn't a "real" illness. They don't have a clue.

Take care.