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Tuesday June 17, 2008
02:48 AM
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Sinking

I feel like I`m sinking deeper and deeper into this depression.I stopped taking my medication again because of the nasty side effects.Last night I cried because I felt like I`m never going to get out of this.I bought some razor blades because the thing I was cutting myself with before was not cutting me deep enough.The razor blades did the job much better.I really have not been feeling well mentally,emotionally or physically.I wish I could sleep more because that`s the only time I have peace.I feel like there`s always a black cloud over my head.I`m so tired of this life.
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  oh mother I can feel the soil falling over my head see the sea wants to take me the knife wants to slit me
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I know you don't want to hear this (Score:1)
but maybe it's time for you to start thinking about going into hospital, singing yourself in as a voluntary patient i mean.
It may do you good to be away from your stresses for a week or two.
I'm only saying coz i know my mate does it occasionally, when things are getting too much.
It's just an idea but if you really are tierd of living like this, what have you really got to loose?
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angelunimportant -- Tuesday June 17 2008, @11:18AM (#305018)
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misconceptions (Score:1)
A misconception happens when a person believes in a concept that is objectively false.

Due to the subjective nature of being human it can be assumed that everyone has some kind of misconception. This postulates to "no-one has perfect knowledge" and "no-one has a perfect mental representation of the world." If a concept cannot be proven to be either true or false then it cannot be claimed that disbelievers have a misconception of the concept by believers no matter how much the believers want a concept to be true and vice versa.

Misrepresentation of a concept is not a misconception but may produce a misconception. In conveying a concept, a person may choose to only present a subset of information about a concept. The receiver can assume other concepts about presented concept which may be false. Some can purposely use misrepresentation to produce these misconceptions to achieve goals.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u1CAeTXzmIg
she has stopped and now is helping people around her, yet now she is covering all her scars with Tattoos.

http://a31.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/64/l_ c631e804a3121b50917af756c28bac3e.jpg
Near Death experience...

http://a644.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/84/l _e4b577364dd16abb6cf5b546f6127bd3.jpg
she is very fortunate to be alive...
and I am extremely happy she is alive.

Left leg
http://a682.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/79/l _78db5aea836228452736983b3cc40fc1.jpg

In the video are people that feel just as you..
They have realized they are Addicted to cutting just as a heroine addict want there drug and needle.

You are not Nuts or belong in a mental institution.

You seem to be a very smart person.
So, No, it is not a nut house as you call it, that you need to go to... There are specific places and people that could possibly know and understand what it is you need....
I am not one to quote the bible.. Yet something that comes to my mind is seek and you shall find...
That is if you really want to change. This way of living is just not healthy..Always sad, Always in a cloud,instead of reality.

Tibby,nobody will or could ever do this for you.
So, yes the type of help that you need, may not be what you want everyone to understand.Nobody will ever say that what you do and feel about cutting is normal,yes, even a cutter..
If you were mine.. and under 18... I'd get you the help you needed.
But, if you are an Adult.. and still are going through such ordeal.. Well, I suggest you look for the proper help...

By the way I hope you see just how much a razor can hurt you..
If you do not see these pictures as critical. My Gosh... all I can say is that I shall wish you well but I cannot sit and read this and just not talk my peace.I realize tis is YOUR journal But I also understand and let me tell you I am so happy to be alive and well..
I love people and I love sharing my life experiences and I LOVE to HELP..
But, I shall not stand by and watch you hurt yourself,Or know you are hurting yourself.. you have now chipped my heart.. I had just mended that part.. and once again.. I do not have control over this situation.
And maybe you do not give a fuck about me..
But know that I have talked my peace with you.

You must fight and refrain from buying razors.

If you do not give me a glimpse of you facing reality. Then Tibby I am done.. Know I'd be happy to be here for you..
But to imagine you buying razors.. Well It is the same as seeing someone buying heroin and Injecting themselves in front of my face...
It's a mockery.
I'd love to see you just content.. Know that we can never have the perfect life.. But that this that you are doing is just so disturbing to me.

Yes, I hope you will be 80 one day with many many grandkids.you must.. We are alive now we do not for sure know what happens to us when we die no matter what religion says.. So we may as well make it good.. Its just about a good Karma.. And maybe

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Marisela -- Wednesday June 18 2008, @12:35AM (#305047)
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rearranging the deck chairs (Score:0)
put the new interviewy and elvis in the mail for you.
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Anonymous -- Friday June 20 2008, @09:07PM (#305362)


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