I went to see my psychitrist on tuesday.I told I wasn`t sleeping well and the medicine (nardil)was hurting my stomach.So he upped my seroquel to 600 mg.I should get to sleep now with that much.I love my mother with all my heart and she`s pretty much the closest person to me in my life .But when I told her he upped the meds I take at night.She told me your going to end up a druggie.Who knows maybe I already am I can`t sleep without.them.I feel like I`m sinking.Nothing is pleasurable any more.All I want to do is sleep so I don`t have to think about it anymore.

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Troubled words from troubled mind I try to understand what is eating you~Radiohead~