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tibby
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Monday May 19, 2008
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01:06 AM
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Mirror In The Bathroom
Well this time my Dad started on me.He started telling me that I need to try harder and so on.Then he started telling me that I add on to their problems.My Grandma and uncle are sick and we just found out that my aunt`s boyfriend hit her.I don`t know what they mean when they say try harder.I take my meds but it only the ones I take at night help.They help me sleep at least.I don`t know what I can try to do when I feel like absolute shit all the time.I don`t even want to get out of bed.My Mom says you never get out of the house.I asked her where is there to go in this shitty little town?There is the mall and that`s about it.There is nothing to do here.I see my psychiatrist on tuesday I guess I should tell him all this.I don`t think my parents understand depression.My mom thinks I also have ocd because of my frequent handwashing and my refusal to touch doorknobs.I guess I should talk to him about that too.I`m so sick of my crappy life.
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Haven`t had a dream in a long time
~The Smiths~
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Awww OCD...=/
Wow, you know what.. I guess It just can be that some people just live and never have such deep dark emotions as you... But know you are not alone.
I understand that much..
My mother did not understand and It has taken me a long time to understand enough to get through...
I was never one to not touch this or that.. I guess It is because when I was a kid I had many rabbits to care for and this is how I would cover my day..
I had to clean all the cages and pick vegetables..
And I So! recall my mother saying **You can touch, pick up, or do anything with your hands and then just wash them**...
Haha
So , yes when I see my girls so happy to see Wipeys in any store we go to, so as to clean the cart. Well It trips me out.But I do believe it to be a good thing..
One of My girls was like Mom!! Wait a minutes, as she wiped down the grocery cart...
haha
I guess It is just a change and we are all more alert of what germs can be?
But yes. Yet , remember **What about Bob! haha Oh Jack Nichols In that one flick where he falls In love with OH what is her name that one On Twister! haha
Oh well whatever But yeah.
I changed my kids diapers with no problem...
And Well I guess I am old school...
I am sure you can tell if you are going over board.
Everything has a balance or an Up to here, sort of thing...
Anyhow my emo little one:)
I hope you have a Fantastic day!
Hugs and heart to you.