" I need to do something with my life "

i think sleeping is doing something
dreaming is great, whats wrong with that?
though, yeah, i force myself to get up by noon
that way you wont be up all nite again
9 am is even better
and if you really want to exhaust yourself, try forcing yourself up at 6 am
that requires eating and exercise for me to do that early
and gets harder and harder
but early rising does have the dividend of assuring i sleep by midnite for me
maybe it will for you too
also, taking melotonin can help
i forgot to take mine last night
so i tossed and turned for hours
and did not get up til to noon alarm
at that point when i am still sleepy
i play music loud in my room til i am awake
i do not know if any of this helps you but it might
i mean if it helps someone, why not other?
as for our lives, believe me, they can change in a heartbeat
so best not to think too much about how bad or good they are
cuz you never really know what the future will bring...

I love sleeping. There's no pressure to conform. I'd sleep 12 hours a day every day if my schedule permitted. If I live long enough to retire, I'm not getting any hobbies or doing volunteer work. I'm just going to sleep all day.