I`m still struggling with insomnia.I only get to sleep every other day.Last friday I couldn`t stop crying.It was hard to act normal in front of my family.I was feeling bad so I cut myself sixteen times on the leg and four times on the wrist.And it`s weird I know but it made me feel better for a while.Then on Monday my dad yelled at me and my mom stood up for me which made him even more angry.Later I said I was sorry to mom.She just hugged me and said"please don`t` cut yourself"and I didn`t because she asked me not to.But it broke my heart when she said that.And my dad apologized later.I just feel so lost.

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                      I`m just lost
                      ~Morrissey~