Quite happy. My bad mood with which I had started the day with disappeared with every glass of Italian red wine I had - more and more. Not to mention the Ramazotti. Well, I won't make this a habit but I'm quite relaxed, just a little bit tippsy and I can see everything a little more.... well, relaxed, as I said before.

Do you remeber thsi one special girl in my class? The one that ALWAYS tries to compare her power with me? Well, i almost knocked her out today. It was an accident, I swear! She just wanted to throw something into the garbage can when I opened one side of the board.... you can imagine the rest? Ouch. She was in a good mood today so I probably won't end up in court.

My colleague told e about the same low-Östrogen when she was about my age - it seems that your body tries to save you from something as strenuous as a pregnancy when you are under stress and work too much - so that you get a menopausal hormone mixture... Not sure if this calms me a bit or makes me feel even more disturbed. I won't think about it tonight.

Friday tomorrow - a calm Friday..my Mom will visit me at school and tell soemthing about the Netherlands ina 4th grade class since we discuss Europe there. That will be nice. It's a cool class. I seem to get along better with kids around that age (9,10) than with the youngest ones.

H&M is killing me right now with their Fifties revival. On the one hand I can't resist and spent a few € today on a leopard-coat, fishnets etc, on the other hand it is as if they'd start selling Best-O-Morrissey-boxes at Aldi and everybody will just buy it because it's cheap and... there. Oh well.

Sleep is always underrated, I tend to forget how important this is. So goodnight,sweetest dreams!
xxx
p.s.: noseblleding started right after I hit the "preview" button - the 4th time in the last 3 weeks. Should I be warned?