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se repenti fort (15856)
se repenti fort
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Sunday June 15, 08
11:17 PM - father's day & other stuff
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mom and me went with my step dad to some casino outside of Palm Springs
i am really not one for gambling but at least he enjoyed it
which is what matters
also, there in the noise and flashing lights
i had a kind of revelation
see, i have been reading a lot about neurological disorders
and if one can have such manifestions of the body & mind
why not the soul too?
see i really think that is what ails me ever since that dark night in october of 2004
perhaps the combination of heavy drug use
flashbacks, the break up of a marriage and a light blow to the head
all these have combined to make me this way
maybe forever now
but i am going to see about medical help i think
maybe pills for this near constant feeling of heartbreak
anti-depressants cant hurt right?
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Anti-depressants helped me through my worst depression. After the worst of it was over, I was still suffering major depression but chose to go off the meds because I felt like I was on high doses of caffeine all the time on them. I may try them for a while again. I do seem to be in a slump, and it's been ongoing. It would likely do me good...but it's not as bad as it was that time I went through when it was at its worst, so I'm going to continue for now to try to find the right attitude, instead of the right pill. If I get as depressed as I was years ago I will ask for the pills. Yes, I think it would be a good idea to try them Robby. Wellbutrin would at the same time help you not to smoke. It's used to help people quit smoking under the name Zyban I think, and to help those to get free of depression under the name Wellbutrin, which, supposedly makes our brains retain and recycle dopamine and norepinephrine.

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redpathetic <redpathetic@yahoo.com> -- Monday June 16 2008, @02:26AM (#304894)
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Happy in this final acceptance of his own absurdity...Albert Camus


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