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se repenti fort (15856)
se repenti fort
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Thursday June 12, 08
01:54 AM - this time tomorrow i will be on the bus
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music: We'll Let You Know by Morrissey
mood: not good

i have a real bad feeling about this trip
only made worse by the realization i could have payed about the same to take the train instead
but i have to go, i think my mom realized i wont be seeing her very often once they leave socal
so i gotta go
as for this bad feeling
it could just be a migraine coming on
but if it is that something bad is going to happen
let it be to me
death i am ready for
its life i have little stomach for
for a very long time now
i am just so sad all the fucking time
even up here, where it is nicer
you know?
but this life
its not the life that was meant to be
this is all some stupid mistake that got way out of hand one night back in October of 2004
its a horror to real
to well, be real
but hey, at least it cant get worse...
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You could tell me the same thing, eh? (Score:1)
Mind how you go, Rob, and find some joy in the little things. :)
dizzy flipper -- Thursday June 12 2008, @05:31AM (#304776)
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"Yes. I refuse to alight."
Smile while you can (Score:1)
It Crazy how some time we just have these strong feeling.. or realizations..
Something that can also just happen to become like a dream come true type thing...
I get a lot of this in my life.. almost daily...
Infact.. Just the yesturday.. While at my brothers.I stood up to get a drink.. When It just hit me and I still do not know what it is that will happen..
wierd.. But yet I was reading a Book... It is called Saging while Aging. It is a book that was written by Shirley Maclaine.. And She is so open to so many things in life.. I actually really like this women ever since she came out on that movie...
about her daughter slowly dieing from cancer...
I forgot the name..
But she mentioned how these are just strong feeling we get while being in someone moment that just meant very much to their life...
Some people are just very sensitive.. and well I call it a gift.
These feeling are somehow and should be somehow embraced...
For we never know why we are there and are experiencing such feelings
She also mentioned how they can help or ease a sort of painful experience or even enrich your life on the long run..

Most all people have this but never really give it a chance.. or never even try to understand...

I surely hope you are having a great time on your visit to your Parents...
Yes Family no matter what.. Is the most important...
Hugs and heart to you..
Be diligent and discreet.. for no matter what..
We should try to live this life as best as we can.. For it is our life.
A Gift.
See If we fight against us then maybe when we pass.. Or go on into death.. we may have it a lot harder...
So we must try and make it good..
Smile my dear friend..
Truly
Marisela
Marisela -- Sunday June 15 2008, @02:17PM (#304873)
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