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Sunday June 08, 08
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07:20 PM - more bad dreams & my last? trip to socal
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music: Tip Taps Tip BY Halcali
mood: groggy from my nap
bad sleep lately, not good dreams
more like 'dreamares'
even when i nap in the day like i just did
and now my fave dream place is not safe anymore!
dream Tina is supposed to be my refuge place from a reality without her
but even dream Tina was arguing with me while i slept
ouch, that really hurts
the real world is bad enough
i dont need bad sleep on top of that
it makes me want to make some kind of drastic change
however, what point is there to that really?
no matter how i change the world around me
i doubt i have the strength to be happy with me
i know others never will
shit man, even dream Tina wont take my shit anymore
& she is only a figment of my over active imagination!
:-O
moving on
Thursday night i am taking the bus down to Victorville
my last trip down to there
my mother and rest of 'the fam' are moving away
maybe as soon as August
i am going to try and stay 2 weeks this time since its the last
i hope to get around and visiting the few people that have made the effort to visit me since i am moved up here almost 3 years ago
its a short list
so i should be able to do it...
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