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Friday June 06, 08
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10:24 AM - another dream involving the devil
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music: Hikki
mood: drinking a tall glass of water
so from what i can remember
when the dream started out i was trying quite unsuccessfully to convince person after person to not walk off this cliff to their death
i was quite staggered at not only the number of people that filed past me
but there sheer variety
all shapes, sizes, races, ages, & sexes
even the couple of women i have known that have done away with themselves
one of whom was very pretty i must say
then, the 'dreamare' as i call these keyed on her, K.
more than once while awake, i have wondered at K.'s death
how could someone so pretty kill themselves?
see, i am shallow like that
but no, it happens all the time
anyways back to the dream
now the devil became directly involved
AND THE DREAM BECAME WEIRDLY EROTIC!
we were in this warm cave, me, the devil and K.
and well, me and the devil were getting it on with K.
it was messed up people, let me tell you
then i felt real thirsty and suddenly the devil was handing me a tall glass of water
i instinctively said 'thank you'
the devil chuckled at that
then i decided, in the dream, to serve him in some way
i asked, 'anything i can do for you other than kill people?'
he quickly responded, which surprised me, 'you are already doing it'
-what the fuck does that mean?
and i do not why i had this change of heart in the dream
clearly i felt fear for this devil character
but was that the reason?
for i also clearly felt anger at God
but enough to want to seek to oppose, isnt it simple enough to not believe in her?
then there was all 'rewards of the earth' that the devil has to offer, do i really desire those so?
i thought not
however, my body tells me different
cuz when i woke up all i had was a raging hard on
and i was real thirsty...
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and i was real thirsty..."
Seems the dev cares only about thrill of the moment, while 'God' cares about the whole picture, tries to salvage it. The 'God' that is honestly heartfelt anyway.