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Tuesday May 24, 05
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11:10 PM - lord
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i had 5 sac's yesterday.
Left home at 7:00 am and arrived back at 10:30pm
Got home and cryed my eyes out. My brother rang and i tryed so hard not to cry but i couldn't hold up the phonr i was so tired, so i had to let it go and say goodbye for the night and call him tomorrow. I was just so exhausted.
I had rehersal and i have to cry and get all upset---it took so much out of me. i had to calm down afterwards, i was so stressed out by the scene. I just collapsed i was so buggered.
So i fell asleep over my homework and awoke around 4 hours later, with papers stuck to my face, and crawled into bed.
Its so hard, i have been good and havn'y cryed or gotten stressed for weeks but yesterday, i just lost it.
My friends sick again. She is so sick and tired that what takes us 15 seconds to walk from one class to the other takes her around 8 or 9 minutes, so i have beem walking with her, but shes so slow i cant keep up. Its sad, i want to lift her up and carry her, but i cant. Shes quite these days, and she keeps to herself and if she crys she hides.
I just love her so much
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I'm truly sorry about your friend - all I can offer is the sincere hope that she will get better very, very soon.
Thinking of you kindly, for what it's worth
xx