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Sunday January 11, 2004
12:35 AM 12 years and 33 entries later.

Well, what a frigging relief.
Looks like the cycle is complete.
The journey was long, tiring and rather uneventful...There were days I thought I'd never see the end of it. But really, I knew. Bless little numbers, which can stop things when human beans can't.
I tried to get off the train before, but I had left bits of myself in the train so I knew I'd have to come back to check and collect ;0)
But this time, it's different. I've checked and I'm taking all of myself with me.
This is it. This is where I get off. Walking away without ever looking or listening back again. Simply because the cycle is complete, and it's time too.
The end of this cycle marks the end of uncertainty, the end of a relationship as it is.
So bless the certainty of death, bless the certainty that comes after. Whatever it is, nothing will ever be the same.
Either way is fine. I'm not concerned whether the other person is at the end of a cycle too and has reached the same conclusions. I'm out of here, and if there's something they want to tell me they'll have to catch up with me, wherever I am.
For a change...

Bye bye and bless you too faithful readers!

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