Lately I can hardly function I am so depressed I am like a deflated balloon I am slowly airing out deflating into nothing...
I feel as if I am spinning out of control fluttering about the room with no direction.
I cry all the time lately.
There were a turn of events as of late that "pushed" me over the edge. I don't care to go into detail but its really sucky to be me atm.
I wish I could just go to sleep and never wake up.
I don't know what to do.
I have tried counseling...didn't work...
tried so many things....
nothing works...
everything keeps getting worse.
Please pray for me...
next week I go to the dr of which I have been dreading because I either hear GREAT news or DEVASTATING news and this has been the burden of my stresses lately but yes PLEASE keep me in your thoughts next Tues.
Has anyone on here ever overdosed on pills? What happens does it work??? I need options.
I seriously think my body is giving out finally I have been really sick lately too, almost like my body knows I want to give up and pass on because seriously I have no hopes....no dreams anymore...the only three things in my life keeping me going is 1. My dad 2. my bf and 3. my dog...