The feelings within has consumed me once again
its darkness engulfing my inner being
free me from this world
free me from myself
the torment the agony I inflict
upon myself
I cannot hide from the thoughts that I feel inside
someone help me I cannot die
I don't want to die
this world is too precious
but the choices I made the desicions they will last till my last breath
the horrible things I did I relive
each and every day this torment I cannot live with
DOES ANYONE UNDERSTAND
one in 3 has this disease
why did it have to be ME!
tears run fast down a face thats ashamed living with the guilt of the past mistakes
someone have a gun?
I just want to say fuck it all
My only last and longing prayer is that I can finally live a NORMAL life without the anxiety and fear
to be able to wake up and feel great like nothing is wrong and as if I could turn back the clock
tick tock
time goes by and its still goes on not turning back
the past is done and the mistake won
someone help me I am living hell on earth their has to be a better place after I die oh god please if anything let there be this cant be it
Dear God please help me.