Sometimes I feel the only place I know I can be me is me on here...in this world of annonimity.
I am but a few words on your screen you don't really know me. Behind these few words of text leads a life, a person, who lives and breathes.
Things are good in bullyland at the present...
just watched control with my bro tonight the ending was so sad, I mean I knew it was coming but still was sad esp with the song atmosphere playing in the background, its a good death tune.
I felt so sorry for him I spose all the drugs and marriage problems he was having and then to top it off having those seizures didn't help any matters...I think I would have done the same as him. I never really realized how hard it probably was for him to go and sing those utterly depressing private lyrics each night in front of millions of people.
I started watching Mama's boy and I like flipped out during it because there is a part when the main character is walking down the street and he is listening to his headphones and the song playing is Heaven Knows I'm Miserable Now!!! I like PHREAKED OUT!!!!!!!!!!!
I think the reason I haven't been down lately is because I just dont have the time to be I am very busy so busy I wish there was more time in the day to get what I needed to get done. I am finally channeling all my creative juices by making cakes at DQ now and I paint alot more and esp am writing in my journal more frequently as well....all that helps, theraputic I guess.
K well bedtime beckons..
Night