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Tuesday November 04, 03
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06:42 PM - Sad
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I feel so bad. Theres no one to talk to. Matt is out with his friend that doesnt like me.I dunno wat to do. Im so not motivated to do anything except watch television and mope around. I didnt even pray today. Im gonna go pray and take a shower. I feel so depressed and so overwhelmed. Like I cant even cry because I went on a 3 hour crying marathon on Sunday. I know Im depressed. I know I have something. I just feel so alone and so worthless. Like I really wanna just die right now. I just hope this is a phase or something. I mean I go to that physcoligst every week but its not helping. Im so upset and sad. I just hate everything. I mean Matts been awesome to me, but I just dont feel happy anymore. I called everyone I know and they either dont pick up or they cant talk. Im at a real low point right now.
Well afterwards, I ended up taking a shower and I watched tv and prayed and I got into good spirtits. Good enough to summarize a whole book for my women in Nepal report.I'm going to Matts house tomorrow.
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