Wow I haven't written in here for a long time.. And I'm too damn lazy right now to write much. Sooo I will simply post some lyrics from a genius singer/songwriter Neil Halstead.

  He is of course from Mojave 3 and before that Slowdive, but recently released a solo album. I wonder if there's any morrissey fans out there who adore them as well? hmmm

I was lucky to see him recently at The Largo (hollywood) And it was such a lovely relaxed atmosphere. A few songs nearly brought me to tears.. he has a beautiful voice i must say. Picked up his new album at the show from Neil himself :smiles: and i'm still in a bit of a daze about that so more lyrics and ranting to come :-)
Mojave 3::

Prayer for the paranoid

Iīll send you a letter
From the frontline
Please send applause
And some good advice
You were born with a compass
A map on your table
Tell me how did you find out
Your bearings were wrong

Just pray for us
pray for sunshine
These days are cold
and Iīm missing you
The city is no place to lose
Ah, But I never thought
I could choose
It was plain from the start
I was playing for time

I need laughter and love
some special drug
I need ciggarettes

Thereīs killers behind us
Devils ahead
Send protection
I will drown in this city
I will drown in this trench
Built for us
And the only thing left
Yeah the only thing left
Is the running

And these clouds keep on rolling
and I , I donīt know why
Take this guitar out of my hands
I surrender
This town donīt need drunkards
Or singers of bad poetry
Thay need dancing and drugs and laughter
and we donīt have them

Just pray for us
Pray for sunshine
These days are cold
And Iīm missing you

This letter was meant for your eyes
Destroy it and then
Just go hide
Youīre the only thing left
That makes any sense
Please donīt blow it

I forgot to add that i bought some cds yesterday ;-) I got Travis' new single "sing" But they have two different singles so of course i had to buy both. It sucks because they are import singles (more expensive and i'm poor dammit!) and only had 1 song on each cd the i don't already have. Still i collect all their singles So i couldn't help but to snatch them up . They do a cool version of Queens "Killer queen" that alone makes it worth it. Well I also got Mojave 3 "ask me tommorow".. I just got into them recently but i like them alot...Seems like every band i get into is OLLLLD or just old news. Oh well.. If i like them then it doesn't matter! this rambling in the journal is sort of fun.. I may even write more later ;-P

Wow, I haven't written in a long time. Way too much drama going in in my life lately but I'll spare whoever is bored enough to read these things with the details :-) I just rememered thiss dream i had last night that included Morrissey. IT was real scary.. I walked in this little club and there he was. He Had long hippie hair And was wearing a tie dye shirt with a white suit jacket over it!! After singing a few familiar songs which i don't remember he said " this is a song which has never ben heard by the human ear" And the band started to play this really weird music that sounded just like a song That radiohead Would do (kid A style) I Freaked out and ran out screaming.. nooo!!! Haha The end. I really do hope none reads these things because then they would know what a freak i am for really having this dream ;-p Other then that.. I Am moving in late aug. and starting school in sept. eeek and it's 110 degrees outside. ~C

And counting! I am actually a bit nervous about this now. I mean in High school I have been REALLY lazy And now I actually have to make a future for myself. I Won't be going off to some University anytime soon But I do plan to transfer to one in a few years . That seems so far away to me though.. Right now I just need a Job!! AND a car. But unfortunately I live in the boonies and there ARE no available jobs! GRRR... NOONE is hiring.

Hmm Well that's all my rambling for now. Maybe more later. Ps. This 110 degree heat really sucks!

I really don't have much to say except I graduate High school this Friday So WHOO HOO! I'm FREEEEE! ;-P