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SarahG (email not shown publicly)
"I'm never going to let your negative vibes and comments get through to my psyche and cripple me..." Hello, I'm SarahG, normally odd yet oddly normal. I've been shifting gears all of my life, but I'm still a country mile behind the world.
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Tuesday March 04, 08
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08:10 AM - Oh well.
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So much for not having to wake up on my own anymore. The bastard's gone and let me down and I don't want to let him go but I promised myself that I'd look out for myself and that's what I'm trying to do. Why is life so complicated? The worst thing is, he lied to me about having done it and he was just so scarily convincing, I mean, really phenomenal at lying. That did really worry me because if he can look me in the eye and say "It wasn't me" when it was then how can I believe him if he looks me in the eye and tells me he loves me?
I know it's over, and it never really began, but in my heart it was so real.
Just another false alarm.
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Love, as always
Alma xxx