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Monday February 13, 06
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03:43 AM - How To Win Morrissey Over.
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I'm going to pester Morrissey by phone, fax, email and snail mail until he gives up and agrees to meet me!
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Wednesday October 20, 04
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01:46 PM - This is so strange to me...
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Dear Journal,
I am sitting typing listening to music. I really don't think Moz remembers me at all. Not even an inkling of who I am. He probably meets lots of people. I am coping but it is hard. I am sure I will get over this. After all it is less than 2 months to Earls Court. I still love him. I always will. Naomi.
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Saturday October 09, 04
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09:52 AM - Alone in a Big City.
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Alone in a Big City.
Candice walked through The Big Apples long Avenues. Upper West Side, Down-town, Lower East and wondered where the hell she was! A long, black limo pulled up a face appeared at it's scrolled down window. A head popped out. "Hallo there! Lost are you? Like a lift to whereever it is that you're going?" said the youthful face at the window. Candice peered in carefully pushing her wayward hair back from her face, so she could see clearly. "Yeah, cool!" She said as she jumped in the opened door. She slid in, onto cool brown leather clad uphostery with the manner of someone who was used to such luxuries. She was not in fact. She was a country girl from a farm back East who had only ever been in her father's pick-up truck. Her confidence, or lack of intimidation was due to her naive or innocence let's say. As driver pressed the door shut she turned to look at the gentleman who had so kindly offered the lift. He was a unusual....
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Thursday September 30, 04
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06:19 AM - Pentance.
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Dear Journal,
I feel really guilty about the way I treated Moz. I will, as repentance write, *later* what our honeymoon will be like. See you then!!! :) I love Moz loves me!!! Moz if you are reading this my e-mail is honey2myhoney@yahoo.com
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Monday September 27, 04
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05:36 AM - Despair!
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Dear Journal,
Today I made a great friend on the internet, but I hope she doesn't take offense as she has a man.
Dear Helvissa,
Impersonating Morrissey,
Is not the thing.
Be yourself,
No matter what you do,
And others will love you,
This much is true.
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Friday September 24, 04
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04:07 PM - Friday Nite.
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Dear Journal,
There's a whole in my heart that no amount of laughter can cure.
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10:25 AM - Gee! I need a pick-me-up.
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Dear Journal,
I didn't realise I could actually get bored of staring at Moz's face on the internet!:(
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10:19 AM - (Sigh.)
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Dear Journal,
I feel strangely depressed and lethargic tonight. Probably because it is Friday night and I am at home, just messing about. I guess I could go out but should I ring my snobby London friends? God I hate chatting bollocks all night. I just want to get drunk and fall all over the place. Certain 'friends' of mine, just do not appreciate this behaviour though! Feck them, then!
God University was a dream! Always someone to go out with. My friend Chrissy and I always had a right laugh! She was into Martin Rossister! It was unreal! She dragged me to this club called 'Tip Top', I forget where. Camden Palace? Oh we did laugh getting the bus home with chips in our hands. What happened to those days, those people? I am only 28! Surely too young to hang up my dancing shoes?!!! Yet I am home with a boring guy who watches 'Alien' for the 'n'th time and STILL thinks this is a good night! Men can get boring in their thirties! Not Marc though. He seems to know what he wants from life. He wants to meet me in New York as he lives in LA and I in London. I think that's a bit much as I have only 'known' him a few weeks? Maybe he is a bit 'needy'?!!!
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10:09 AM - Hmmmmm.
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Dear Journal,
At last I have some time to myself. Seeing as I am no longer gainfully employed, I have a lot of time to myself. I guess this is a good thing. I have been thinking of getting into computers as I love the internet and know all the basic formats for administration. I guess the computer programming and photoshop side of it, I am still unaware of!
Hey I have been other websites! Some are pretty cool, so I guess I will be spending less time on here! I've 'met' a great guy on one though. Marc! He is 38 and divorced with 2 kids but he really makes me laugh and is kind and considerate! Just what I need really! I am still awaiting his latest reply! He does know that I am seeing someone. It's not serious, but it's nice to know that there is someone out there, other than Morrissey, who I like!
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Thursday September 23, 04
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06:39 AM - I have been 'thinking'....
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Dear Journal,
I have been thinking about 'stuff'. I have decided to try and relax and not scare men with my 'blatant sexuality'. If a man says, "No." I will try to accept it. I will get on with my life and just try to understand that sometimes sex is just that. Sex. Not love, romance and marriage. If some guy wants those things and I do too then yes, of course I would be foolish not to go for it. But Morrissey wanted to try before he 'buy'. With the emphasis on 'try'. I was too much. Anyway from now on I will keep my feelings for this journal. Yours n.
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