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12:03 PM
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Oooooooooh...
what kind of fool *WAS* I?!
I am stunned into silence, too speechless at my own foolishness.
Ah, but I am left with my dignity and self-respect in tact for never have I stooped by giving my heart along with lies and deceit.
Is it my fault, though, that I did not trust enough to give all of myself? On the contrary, this was the wisest thing I knew NOT to do because I have been shown that what all that I did give has been abused, dismissed, and laughed at too.
But I shall overcome this absurd set-back...After all, all I have to do is look at those pathetic photographs given me, then look at myself in the mirror ~ well then, I can see how laughable this all really appears, lol! I have everything going in my favour whilst someone's only hope at having a life is trying to tear down mine.
Indeed, the importance of perspective! I was never the one who spoke of love, of needing, or of loneliness, or behaving in a desperate manner. I saved all the written words, all the gushing fawning words that now reveal themselves to be nothing more than LYING words so there is no room for contradiction when I have written proof. I now have a crystal clear perspective on the whole charade. My only fault was ignoring my better judgment by believing that perhaps there was some truth mixed in with the lies.
Oh, but now I see that my life is quite wonderful compared to such pathetic people who are only looking to ride on one's coat-tails...they lead such empty and uneventful lives themselves!
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i had nothing to say really
except
carry on