I did some jogging today. I jogged about 6 miles. I felt okay until I got to the 5th mile (Why is the last mile the hardest mile?). I slowed down 'cause my legs were hurting. I am getting better at this kind of exercise. I have plenty of body fat for fuel. I think I have enough blubber to run a marathon. I only need to drink water. It's nice to jog at night 'cause the sun doesn't wear me out. I don't have a lot of money for fun, so jogging is what I call 'fun.' Later on, I went home & soaked my legs in the bathtub with hot water. I hope I'll be able to walk tomorrow morning. I usually have trouble walking down the stairs the day after I work out.

I thought about my goals today. It's a frustrating experience for me to think about goals because I visualize what I want, but I don't know what I need to do to make the visualizations real. I am planning to keep my job and get a pay raise every year. I want to build up a good credit rating, or rather, avoid screwing up my credit rating and making it worse than it already is. And I would like to finance an affordable house. And I would like to start dating again. These are simple goals I feel I can accomplish. Of course I have lofty goals like living in a mansion and driving Italian sports cars. But it's hard for me to think about lofty goals when I look at my paycheck. If a millionaire looked at my paycheck, he'd have a heart attack from laughing. Hmmm...maybe I could steal his wallet after he dies. Okay, now I have a plan to get rich.