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Northern Bird
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I left the North, I travelled South.... Hello! lou, 30, living in North London with the luscious Rallen, but originally from the North West. A girl with a thorn in my side, my main loves are good food, fine wine, BDSM and cats. Semi-retired from Moz-solo, I check in occasionally to check the journals of good friends. Not drowning anymore...

Journal of Northern Bird (4363)

Tuesday May 06, 03

It's official

03:25 PM

Boys are mean.

So today has been really hideous actually. It's the final FINAL day before D-day. Everything has gone wrong from fucked printers to fucked pcs to fucked dictation systems. Grrrr. I've nearly burst out crying about 5 times. Coupled with that I've had to sort renting my room which is hugely stressful, checking my new rent contract, worrying about money..... My head is at bursting point. And the support and reassurance I so badly need has gone. I haven't actually done anything, I guess I just didn't have the right tone of voice on the phone so now I'm being punished, even though I'm juggling a million things.
How nice.

So now I'm finishing up and it's 11.30pm, I started work at 10am, after finishing work 11pm last night. I have to get up at 6am, drive to training, have a day's training then drive 200 miles. Then after a partial night's sleep I have to spend a day with the parents, sorting their shit out for them. AND because of the fucked dictation system I'm gonna have to work during my time off, grrreat. Yes I'm just every fucker's little troubleshooter aren't I?

Tired and emotional,

GDx

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  • But thats one good thing that you are busy, idletry (is that a word?) is a curse, and some may say it's fun to do nothing and it is stress free. Being active at least makes you feel alive, even though you don't feel it at the moment.
    esteban smith <{stevie77} {at} {btinternet.com}> -- Tuesday May 06 2003, @03:33PM (#59910)
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  • Oh dear. Those days will be over, and others will come and by then you will have forgotten about the stressful time you go through at the moment. You are strong, you know you can do it all, even though I wish I could send you some ugly little goblins who do all the work for you ;)
    Smile!
    xxx sweetness
    sweetnesss <[email protected]> -- Tuesday May 06 2003, @04:15PM (#59913)
    (User #4385 Info | http://www.sweetness-online.de/)
    Life can only be understood in reverse.
  • Boys are mean to you big you are an ugly twat, and you're fucking fat too.
    Anonymous -- Wednesday May 07 2003, @01:39AM (#59935)
    • Cowardice by Squirrelhead (Score:1) Wednesday May 07 2003, @03:23AM
    • Re:hmmmm by sonofward (Score:0) Wednesday May 07 2003, @08:39AM
    • Re:hmmmm by Anonymous (Score:1) Wednesday May 07 2003, @05:19PM
  • pnawn dda Louise
    Just thought I'd read your journal
    sorry to hear that work is all shitty....

    read my journal if you want )davidtwigg)

    love
    david
    davidtwigg -- Wednesday May 07 2003, @09:01AM (#59952)
    (User #8102 Info)

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