Northern Bird (4363)

Northern Bird
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I left the North, I travelled South.... Hello! lou, 30, living in North London with the luscious Rallen, but originally from the North West. A girl with a thorn in my side, my main loves are good food, fine wine, BDSM and cats. Semi-retired from Moz-solo, I check in occasionally to check the journals of good friends. Not drowning anymore...
Monday January 06, 03

Poo

07:35 AM

Why does life fuck you about? Why???? I demand to know. I should be happy, full of hope and love. Instead I feel guilt and foreboding. I've lost a very very good friend. I tried and tried for weeks to prevent it, but it's too late, it was unavoidable. Feelings cannot be changed, or switched off. If only they could.

So now I feel like I'm in a wilderness. I'm not sure which way to turn. I keep changing my mind, from one extreme to another. It's so cruel. There are no winners, everybody's hurting. Yuk.

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  • maybe all hope is not lost. If you want the friendship, maybe it can be sorted out. Give it time. And be extra careful. Dont hide things, but try hard to make your actions represent those which would make the friend most at ease. You probably dont realise it, but you have so much control over situations like this. Ive been there. I know
    gunstreetgirl <{gunstreetgirl} {at} {austin.rr.com}> -- Monday January 06 2003, @09:28AM (#52387)
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    • Re:stuff by Northern Bird (Score:1) Monday January 06 2003, @09:45AM


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