Northern Bird (4363)

Northern Bird
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I left the North, I travelled South.... Hello! lou, 30, living in North London with the luscious Rallen, but originally from the North West. A girl with a thorn in my side, my main loves are good food, fine wine, BDSM and cats. Semi-retired from Moz-solo, I check in occasionally to check the journals of good friends. Not drowning anymore...
Sunday December 22, 02

Happy happy joy joy

11:22 AM

You know what? The people on this site never fail to amaze and inspire me. From the warm familiar chatroom community, to the mad and funny messageboard, to the wonderful supportive journals, I love you all. You have made this year, and particularly the last 3 months I have been in journals and chat, the most wonderful. I have felt loved and cared about and supported, and that means the WORLD to me. Thank you all.

I'm going home tomorrow night. I'm gonna see all my friends and my Nan and family, yay! And I'm gonna spend 2 days with my beloved ex and baby cat. Then I should be prepared for a difficult but ultimately rewarding year. If I work hard I should be happy and financially secure by next xmas. There's a lot of studying to do before then, and I've got to apply myself.

I don't even feel bad about being on anti-depressants, because hey it's not my fault right? The world is fucked up and cold and I realise it is, that doesn't make me weak, it makes me stronger. It takes STRENGTH to be gentle and kind. This year I also saw my idol 4 times, which I couldn't even have hoped for. I met wonderful people who give me hope that I'm not alone in my feelings.

Now my heart is full.....

Best wishes my friends, love to you all.

GD xxx

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  • You deserve to be happy. You are wonderful.

    Have a nice xmas!!

    Love & hugs,
    Melissa
    goblinmoz -- Sunday December 22 2002, @12:13PM (#51776)
    (User #1580 Info)
    "now my heart is full..."
  • The future is what we make of it. We can make it positive or we can make it hell on earth for ourselves. A good attitude makes one hell of a difference.

    I wish you all the best :) May next year be better and brighter for all.

    Cheers-
    MozGirl18 -- Sunday December 22 2002, @08:59PM (#51795)
    (User #2483 Info)
    "It is absurd to divide people into good or bad. People are either charming or tedious."-Oscar Wilde


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