OK so I'm feeling fairly good at the moment. I think the party did me good - gave me confidence. Several people commented on how nice I looked, and no less than 3 guys paid me attention! One of them was 21 and gorgeous. Spent a lot of time flirting with him but when it came to the kill I was too drunk to snog him! I just imagined closing my eyes for that long and realised I would probably puke!! I was the most drunk I've ever been! It was fun.

The situation, thanks for the concern MozGirl, you're so sweet, but it's nothing horrendous. It's just something awkward I have to deal with. Oh my dramatic life!

I have made a decision to work harder. My boss is being very encouraging and wonderful, and I owe it to him and myself. It's not like I have any distractions, like a lovelife.

There's so much I want to say, but I'm tired. Haha as usual. I had less than 5 hours sleep last night so I have an excuse!

Night night all, and thanks for listening.