Northern Bird (4363)

Northern Bird
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I left the North, I travelled South.... Hello! lou, 30, living in North London with the luscious Rallen, but originally from the North West. A girl with a thorn in my side, my main loves are good food, fine wine, BDSM and cats. Semi-retired from Moz-solo, I check in occasionally to check the journals of good friends. Not drowning anymore...
Thursday December 11, 03

Fuckers

11:23 AM

I am in a FILTHY mood. Like, scarily bad. I am so fucked off, angry and depressed it's unbelievable. I'm just not bothered anymore. Seriously. I've had it with everything. The only good thing that I discovered today is that my bosses were planning to send me to the office I detest, but because I told them straight several months ago that I'd leave if that happened, they've had a rethink. So I'm not going there, but it's not clear where I am going. They are considering splitting me between my two first-choice offices, which would be good if very unsettling. Christ why is EVERYTHING so fucking complicated? I hate this fucking cunt of a company, I vowed they wouldn't wreck my life but they're having a damn good try. I even missed meeting Moz because of them. I'm quite happy to walk if they send me to a shit office. It doesn't seem to matter anymore. I'm past caring.

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  • Meeting Moz (Score:2, Interesting)

    Lou,

    if you want to meet Moz then let me know. It is very easy to arrange. All you have to do is let me know.
    SundownPlayboy -- Thursday December 11 2003, @12:04PM (#81801)
    (User #8548 Info)
    • Re:Meeting Moz by Grillo (Score:1) Thursday December 11 2003, @12:55PM
    • well well.. by sweetnesss (Score:1) Thursday December 11 2003, @01:43PM
  • Hope it's just one of those days as opposed to anything really nasty, fighting negativity is a full time occupation for quite a few us round these parts. I'm just at clocking off at this very moment and reaching for my black silk dressing gown with dragon print, i fancy some whorelicks. It's not easy fighting the old demons i know, but You my dear are a breath of fresh air and have the spirit to pretty much overcome anything, so...onwards onwards onwards and forget about taking steps back now. Don't give anybody the satisfaction of dragging you down too, you're far too smart for that malarkey, do NOT deny it.

    I for one, might take notice of my own advice....one day.

    take care darling,
    love the ever lingerie-ng kes x
    Anonymous -- Thursday December 11 2003, @03:01PM (#81813)
  • yes yes, everythings gone wrong and I too am in a foul mood.Some other cunt took anoher notch out of my soul etc etc..impending mental illness etc etc...dangerously unstable etcetc...Im living through apocalypse now with crayons instead of napalm.Anyway...

    Its joyful to here of your fancy handbag shenanigans.Congrats on your straddling of success,just dont go off and marry a ''mondeo man'' *shudder etc*

    yet another most intriguing if somewhat colourful journal entry.

    x x x x X

    ( you know its me)

    xxx
    Anonymous -- Friday December 12 2003, @06:51AM (#81864)
  • its not easy i know. but im very very proud of you. your special and you show me the way to go.

    really i should call you lou the guru. instead of jubjub.

    dont let the buggers down. remember your secret defence against the stress of everyday life is RALLEN*

    anyway this job is just a well paid temporay job whilst you prepare yourself for greater things. dont worry you wont be alone i will be gleefuly riding on your coat tails.

    * addmittedly this can back fire and cause more stress but hey, no systems perfect
    rallen <[email protected]> -- Saturday December 13 2003, @06:11AM (#81951)
    (User #4753 Info)
    the best form of revenge is to live well.


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