Right then, here we go.

Still haven't had cards/presents. Amazed how upsetting it is. Spose I'm a soppy cow after all.

Women with implants are HIDEOUS.

Have done next to no revision, and there's now 13 days left. Had final training meeting today which made me realise how much I still don't know. SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT. Oww fuck it hurts to type as I bit all my nails down so far they're almost bleeding. How RIDICULOUS is that? Oh but I still haven't smoked....

Actually that deserves a new paragraph. It's been over 4 months since I've had a cigarette. Good eh? I've had no cravings either but I do eat a lot more chocolate.

I ordered a lot of stuff of Torrid.com the other night to cheer me up. I've got: a pair of black leather maryjanes, a pair of maroon print maryjanes, black 50s style slingbacks, a Hello Kitty goth t-shirt, a Hello Kitty handbag in the shape of her head, a Hello Kitty punk watch and some fishnets. Yay! Feel MUCH better now. Also ordered Depeche Mode 86-98 and two books on S&M. So I feel MUCH better now :o) Natalie I'll show you them next time we talk on Messenger!!!

Finally, I'm pretty sure I'm in love. He fills my soul with love and happiness, I think of him in every waking minute, and the touch of his soft warm skin is just blissful. I don't care about the timing or the title of girlfriend or any of that shit, I love him and that's all that matters.

There. I said it.

*smile*

Lou xxx