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Northern Bird (4363)
Northern Bird
(email not shown publicly) I left the North, I travelled South.... Hello! lou, 30, living in North London with the luscious Rallen, but originally from the North West. A girl with a thorn in my side, my main loves are good food, fine wine, BDSM and cats. Semi-retired from Moz-solo, I check in occasionally to check the journals of good friends. Not drowning anymore... Journal of Northern Bird (4363)Wednesday March 05, 03
Help me10:03 PM
Well it's 5am and I'm here, trying to work. I completely fucking wasted yesterday and I'm so SO angry and sickened at myself. I hate myself with a passion. I'm so fucking pathetic and useless. I need to get a damn grip and fast. I'm fucking up opportunities I've prayed for and for what. I actually understand self-harming right now, I can think of nothing better than getting a blade and slicing slowly up my arm, just to see it and feel the pain. Yeah well maybe I am talking shit, and please don't waste your time leaving a comment as I'm self-pitying and just not worth it, trust me. Anyway, I just needed to get that out and I've been torturing myself with it and I need to get this FUCKING work done. I'm all shaky and feel terrible, just even been sick with the worry. I'm so GGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
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