So Valentines Day yesterday. I got 2 cards! Well I got quite a few but the rest were from friends and I’d bullied most of them into it! Lol. So one of them was from the lovely guy from 3 weeks ago. The other one I’m not totally sure. I’ve narrowed it down to 2 possibilities and I’m hoping it’s from the one I really like, and if it is he will be reading this and he should let me know!!

I spoke to 2 of my closest friends on the phone last night. Wonderful. I also spent some time in the chatroom (nooooo! you say) with my gorgeous Moz-Solo friends. They are lovely. So me and my bestest friend had a good talk last night, clarified one or two things. I think it’s amazing that I’ve finally met someone as honest and open and caring as myself. It’s a wonderful friendship and I’m so grateful for it and enriched by it. I can tell him anything, ANYTHING, and after only about 3 months of friendship he knows me better than my ex did in 8 years. Seriously. He likes me for what I am and knows where I’m coming from. I wish he lived nearer so we could hang out with each other. Bless. Love you Rallen.

Wish all the MS people lived in the same town. How cool would it be to go down the pub or coffee shop for a quick one with Geth, Kes, Lynne, Pete, Natalie, Rallen, Phill, John, James, Hanna, Karen, Marisela, Spriggsy, Melodie, Dictatorhall, Foxy, Mer, Elvira, Caroline, Squirrelhead, Wardie, Melissa, Matt, Vinnie, Jacques, Biffo and all the ace others I’ve forgotten! I don’t CARE how sad people think we are, we’re a wonderful community, we all know each other and care about each other and I’m the most emotionally content I’ve ever been because of it.

So it’s Saturday 12.35pm. Woke up half an hour ago after going to bed at 3am, was talking in the room. People are so wonderful. Again. Lol. My room is a BOMBSITE. Like seriously. I have a lot of cleaning up to do. Bought some new clothes yesterday. YES AGAIN! I know I know. I put it down to my self-esteem issues and my history of being a fat bird. I look fairly good in clothes now so I just keep buying ones that make me feel happy. So I bought a kinda hippyish top, a sage green skirt, a pink basque and a FABULOUS tie-die cross-over top. SO me. Just wish I had somewhere to go to wear them!

You know what pisses me off? Friends not sending photos when they’ve had loads of me. Come on boys! I get really annoyed coz I end up nagging and it must seem to them like I have a big crush but it’s not that, it’s just faces are SO important to me. They’re like a reflection of the soul. It hurts me that I don’t know what my friends look like.

Anyway that’s it from me for now, but I have lots of thoughts so I’ll be back!

Have a good day xx