Ow. I have a bellyache. Is this down to the copious amount of chocolate I've eaten today or the fact that my period is due. I'm choosing the latter, as that would tie up with WHY I've eaten so much chocolate. Haha.

Been really maudlin today. Been comforted by Moz Solo as usual. It's cool reading other people's journals and laughing and crying with them, and reading the comments and realising they do the same. It's so so excellent. I also watching The Young Ones all the way through, all 2 series. So sad. But very funny. I have this real escapism via video thing going on. Oh well. There's a new series of Alan Partridge on tomorrow and I'm so overexcited!

I've decided to get a tattoo. Well 2 actually. I'm having one on the very top of my arm saying 'Morrissey' with a black pattern with 3 little flowers on around it. I also want some kind of celtic knot with my star sign on my lower back. I found a fantastic website and I'm spoilt for choice. I need to find someone who's good at drawing who can help me with the Moz one. It needs to be perfect.

I've got the doctors tomorrow. I've been waiting and now it's here I really don't want to go. But I need to. I need to sort out my weight problem and my depression. Hopefully this will go hand in hand.

I'm really sad all the gigs are over. Not just for Moz, but for the meets before and after. I feel so happy and comfortable with these people. There's a Panic night in London in February but that's 3 months away yet, it's so sad.

Hmm Johnny Depp's English accent although not perfect is hugely better than Keanu Reeves', so we'll let him off. God he's cute. Right then. I'm off to watch Sleepy Hollow and to type a letter to some Journalist Who Lies about the Glasgow gig.

Byeee xx