Umm.... well.... Pins aka Girl Unafraid keeps emotionally blackmailing me into updating so here goes. Hmmm. It's really difficult these days, so many things swimming round in my head. Plus people keep telling me they like my journal so I feel this insane pressure to make it good! lol. Vanity, how unattractive eh?

Right well ok, what have I been up to? Well Friday was completely hideous. I was hung over and had to do a full survey by myself in the pouring rain, which took 3 hours. It was a fucking hole too. The weekend was rather ace, far too much shagging but what do you expect? Deviancy also took a new twist but believe me, you do NOT want me to go there.

Today I got so stressed that I *almost* had a cigarette. Today's only redeeming feature was the secretary I snogged in January sending me texts telling me how sexy I was looking! I put this down to my freshly-dyed hair which is now quite long, and my new red lippy lol.

Also I had a nice long talk with Alex who I work with. He's 26 but has been qualified for about 3 years now. He's sick of the job too, he didn't leave work until 10.30pm last night. I was telling him how gutted I am that I chose this career when my circumstances were different, and now I feel like I've moved on.

See now I want to write a proper entry but it's 10.30pm and I know I have an 8.30am appointment so I feel like I have to rush off to bed as I've been really knackered recently. That's shit isn't it? Bollocks. Well I don't have much to say anyway. I'm REALLY fucked off at not getting Meltdown tickets, especially now Gene are supporting. I WILL get some though, you just wait! I reckon I can some off a tout on the night for £50 and a blow job LOL. Ahem.

God I'm boring at the moment. See this is why I haven't been updating! Go and read Pillow's gorgeous etchings instead, I implore you!

Love to all xxx