Thanks to Pillow, Bobmozza, Hazza and Candi for their sweet comments on my previous entry xx

Got my period, groovy. Hauled myself to the family planning clinic which was HID-E-OUS. Like, truly. After an hour and ten minutes of shooting filthy looks at the local hoolies-in-the-making whilst the so-called mother said 'Joshua sit daaahhhhn' I finally got in. The doctor was actually REALLY helpful, and actually went through my options rather than just giving me more pills. It transpired that I shouldn't be on that pill as I have a family history of heart disease, as well as being overweight. So we changed pill and in 3 months I'm having an implant in my arm, which is the size of a hairpin. That protects me for 3 YEARS and I don't have to remember to do anything! Woo fucking hoo! On the down side I have high blood pressure apparently. Excellent.

I'm still fucked off. But last night was pretty ace. I managed to get off work at a reasonable hour and met a group of old friends at the pub - who are now Rallen's new work colleagues. Much hilarity ensued and I got rather pissed. Rallen told me to show everyone how large my nipples are so of course I did, again. It was fun to get pissed, and even better to have a cigarette. Don't worry, it was only one and it was menthol.

Right I started this entry hours ago and just came back to it, and as usual I've lost momentum. Let's just say my mood has been rather black for the last week. I'm sick of lots of things and it's making me feel trapped. Selfish people are the bane of my life.

Still can't get any shoes which is a pest, but I did buy a rather gorgeous green raincoat.

Fuck I want a cat.