My life is great! Oh yes! No, really! Ok too many exclamation marks but I'm really serious.

Take today. We had an early night last night so woke up at a reasonable hour and cuddled for a while. Managed to get out before midday (!) and had a fab drive around London just exploring. The sky was actually blue and it was all sunny so it was fab. Anyway we went to Harrods and Rallen got me some Krispy Kremes, which I've been dying to try for ages, being a doughnut whore. They're pretty damn fine, I'm quite glad they're not available anywhere else as I'd start putting weight on again.

Anyway we drove back through Holborn and all the old streets full of early-1800s terraced houses. It was so lovely. Then onto Camden. Saw a GORGEOUS corset in Fairy Goth Mother which was my size, black and silver, and reduced from £170 to £90. I was SO tempted but I never wear the one I've got. It's my arms, they're like 2 sausages and should never be exposed in public, so what's the point? I dunno, it's gorgeous so maybe I'll go back and get it. After that we got Rallen a goat curry (don't ask) and we went home. Rather fabulously the Liverpool Newcastle match was just about to start so we had some chips and watched the match. We also did some shooters and some other naughty stuff. Then the REAL naughty stuff started lol.

Anyway after the fireworks we were just lying in each others arms and talking, and we talked about our feelings and some stuff about our pasts. I discovered some things I didn't know and it was really nice having him open up, I felt even closer to him. I'm really beginning to fall deeply, he just makes me so very happy and fulfilled. I think it's the closest I've ever been to anyone. And he's so sweet and kind and intense and..... everything. It's hard to find the words. Let's just say I've never felt so happy in my life.

That's all I wanted to say really. As usual I've not got time to properly go into my feelings and analyse my emotions but I just wanted to record this day as it was so lovely and I'm feeling so happy and in love.

Lou