So I'm 28. Bloody hell! Thanks to everyone for your wonderful comments, I'm so touched and happy. I'll reply to them all individually later. It was particularly appreciated because there's a postal strike in London so I've only got one card :o( Ah well, I just spoke to my parents from Australia so that was great :o)

So I find myself looking over the last year. A year ago I was 5 weeks into my new job, had just seen Moz and was about to see him again! I was stressed and wondering if I'd done the right thing with my job. I felt very lonely after deciding to sever contact with my previous 'best friend', a guy who used me for his purposes and who I was obsessed with.

So what happening in the last year? I became addicted to Moz-Solo for a start! Hehe. I started this journal and became a regular in Chat, which have both helped me immensely and without them I'd not have met Rallen. I had sex with 4 boys and 2 girls - all casual, all but 2 good (still regretting Mr Little Willy lol). I got my own flat with my best friend, which is something I ALWAYS wanted and never thought I'd get. I went on holiday to New York and Miami which was amazing. I went to the Star & Garter and had a great time with lovely people. I went to the best gig of my life - Moz at Barrowlands. I'll never forget me Girl Afraid and Squirrelhead squealing at the sight of Moz's pubes as he writhed around 5 feet from us! I got little Withy the hamster who's a little joy. I finally got a Master, something I always wanted but never thought I'd get and I feel so fulfilled by it.

So there we go. Right now the flat is a bombsite and I'm going to go and clean up.

Love to all.

Lou xx