Northern Bird (4363)

Northern Bird
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I left the North, I travelled South.... Hello! lou, 30, living in North London with the luscious Rallen, but originally from the North West. A girl with a thorn in my side, my main loves are good food, fine wine, BDSM and cats. Semi-retired from Moz-solo, I check in occasionally to check the journals of good friends. Not drowning anymore...
Tuesday August 26, 03

Owww

01:03 PM

God I have SUCH a headache. A wonderful combination of unsettled sleep, dehydration, worry, air con and not eating for about 20 hours. Arse.

Well it was the day I showed my big assignment to the Big Boss. You know, the one I'm meant to have spent 10 weeks on but spent 3 days on? Yeah that one. He was really pleased with it. I'm so relieved but I'm also scared that this luck will run out. I can't be THAT intelligent. I'm not the cleverest girl in the world (alas another Moz-Solo girl holds that title). I'm meant to work tonight but my head kills. Maybe I'll get up early tomorrow....

I've been thinking about a relationship in my life today. I'm not sure what it is or where it's going. Or rather, I'm beginning to wake up to exactly what it is and where it's going. As usual, I think I'm a fill-in. But that's ok. As long as I know and don't kid myself.

Ooooh in other news!!! I HAVE A DATE NEXT WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!
No, really!!! My first date in 10 years (or the 2 years 9 months since I've been single). And yes people, I met him on the net - Yahoo Personals to be exact. He sent me a hilarious message 2 1/2 weeks ago and I just couldn't resist replying. Well he didn't disappoint with the next message and he commented that I was 'rather fab', enclosing his email addy. So we exchanged an email each, which again was really funny and he sounded cool, so I added him to my msn messenger.

Soooooo Sunday we spoke for 3 hours then about an hour and a half yesterday. It didn't put me off. In fact, he's ace really. But not in a scary i'm-not-good-enough-for-him way, in a oooh-i-want-to-get-to-know-you way. Apart from him living SAAAARF of the river, he's ideal. Same age, same height, EXCELLENT comedy credentials, acceptable music (i remember he said REM), good-looking and a Gemini - my perfect match!

So after the psychological tennis we arranged a date!!! Next Wednesday! AAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH. Actually I'm not freaking about it, he seems so nice. I'm rather looking forward to some nice conversation, shared humour and mild flirting. A proper date!!! Not desperate for sex or love or validation, just getting to know someone I like and who likes me.

YAY FOR ME!!!!

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  • I'm sure you'll charm his socks off (and other random pieces of clothing too)!
    Spring-heeled Hanna -- Tuesday August 26 2003, @01:55PM (#72320)
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    • Re:you go girl by Northern Bird (Score:1) Tuesday August 26 2003, @02:20PM
  • i'm really happy for you! he sounds (and looks) great!! you've had some time to be single, get to know yourself, make some mistakes, and learn a thing or two. maybe you just weren't ready for mr right before. maybe this is just another step toward learning about yourself and what you want in life, maybe the love of your life! either way, take it slow, have fun, and be safe!

    xx
    melaise821 <reversethis-{ten ... ta} {romllig.m }> -- Tuesday August 26 2003, @03:43PM (#72331)
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    keep thy tongue from evil, and thy lips from speaking guile
  • unless you shave off your eye-brows,wear wooden clogs,dress up head to toe as an arab and eat 5 garlic cloves.

    Oh horrible evil writing man! he'll look at your jubblies...he might even try and touch them!

    God forbid that your virginal body should be soiled by sin!

    I might even remove my soul from my body and use it to follow you around...

    WHOOOO...

    Well,If that doesnt put the fear of god into you I dont know what will.

    Perhaps I must perform a nude protest outside the house of lords?
    pillow -- Tuesday August 26 2003, @03:55PM (#72335)
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  • i hope it all goes well for you
    good luck
    x
    ManchesterMoz -- Thursday August 28 2003, @11:47AM (#72460)
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    keep two chevrons apart


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