Isn't is Amazing how life is... This Morning I was driving back from Anaheim, I dropped Joshua off to work.. and As I drove over my way to Long Beach.. I see a lovely horizon! Inspiring...
Yet, just yesterday afternoon I was talking with Erica and telling her that It surely did feel manic from the minute I opened my eyes and all day...The air just felt toxic somehow.. Then I heard about the people In China.. how they had suffered a 7 pointer earth quake... My Gosh! what a tragedy.....:(
Then, I get home come to the computer and was reading all about it.... Then, I was talking to a friend that I have he lives in Argentina... He was going to have surgery... Then we get to talking about life and death.. Immediately, I think of all the lives that were robed by this tragic freak of nature...
It makes me wonder , why these things happen..
Is it a instinct the earth has to protect itself (earth)... I mean, is it a way to keep a balance!?!
Or, How can a God, do such a terrible thing.. I mean there was 5000 children that were dead in a school and they are still counting!
I just feel confused..
here I am hoping this friend one friend, will be ok.. That mine and all those that I am close and love to to just live and be morally happy... and then something like this happens..:(
I do not understand.it is so unfairly wrong to have to suffer so much in such a lovely planet. I felt it the moment I woke up!I had a terrible tummy ache for no reason!
It surely was a Manic Monday...May 12th 2008....

People worry and fight for animal rights...
Some, many people hate because of this.. Yet we must live and let live...
We must be nice to the animal Killer..
because,to think that this sort of person can be loving and compassionate with their spouses and children? Wow they to must make a living!.....That somehow it is all a balance?
We are used to having everything done and prepackaged.
That War will always exist!?
No matter what.. Just because, it is in out nature....
Wow!
That sure is a lot to swallow.

We all worry so much for so many insignificant things in our life..Yet, where is our compassion and deep understanding of things that truly matter!
No wonder so many have kidney stones or gallbladder infections..Uggg I wonder if this is why my tummy hurts as well...=/.
We pressure ourselves and I guess worry and torture ourselves a little (A lot!)too much!

Yet, we hardly ever pinpoint the real problem.
True love respect and compassion.
Or maybe face the reality of it all.. Only for power.
we all want power, somehow...Force!...=/
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Wow, We surely are complicated..

I want to Thank Erica for all her love and concern and for being a spectacular compassionate young women...
She Is intelligent and oh so very bright..
I have a lovely daughter, yes, I do.
I wish her all the right moves...Literally....:)
She wants to dance Like Snoop hmm or Justin!
haha...
And Vanessa well I hope her toe is better..
and Joshua...Well He made it to work on time!
Woohoo!

Life is so good.. Yet We are truly privileged...
I mean It really can make us or should make us appreciate our lives just a little more today..... 12000!
we truly should not complain.

I always say one person is precious enough.

I'll consider my life precious, today.