My Gosh their is a crazy women screaming her brains off.. Comdemning the world and saying that Jesus is God and he shall save her and her sister...
She seems to be yelling at her son! wow.. Its like watching the movie Carrie! eeeeek!
freaky! I shut the door hard, for I cannot stand people that can be so hard and fanatical.. This Is what can start a war...=/
Even though I had gotten into religion so deep I always only did it for Love.. I do not regret it all.....no.
But I just believe and have learned that we are all on the same boat. We all just want to live a happy life.
With our families..
We all have so many emotions feelings that we could not possibly be the one that condemn anyone really...
Or how could I say Oh come to my religion or you are going to be destroyed....
And how can anyone prove to me with all frankness that there is not a God.
I mean I look at myself.. my hands my arms my eyes,in the mirror.. we are just made so perfectly..
How could it just all have come to happen!
I speak I think, I feel so much.
and we all do..
So
I live my life you live yours.. Just be fare and be happy..And If you are a fanatic in any way. Well let me tell you that no one likes to be pushed to do this or that.
Or even believe..
See We all need a Brainwash!
Is all I shall say and wish for anyone that comes my way.
Life, Politics,and family will always be around.
Yes, Even War.
We all just hope.. And that is a sad thing when we stop hoping..
I learned this the hard way.. But I can frankly say that my life has been quite an experience.. and I still have so much time..:)
I just hope I can be strong and gutsy as I always have been.For I have learned, to let things go and accept anything that have come my way.
Little do people know about me..
very few people actually know me.

Yet, little do I know about everyone else..:)
I do not mind sharing my thoughts..
Pressure,pressure will always be around.. making us withhold keeping me, wow! grounded (again good Ol Morrissey lyrics similar to what I am talking about here).Yet, it stops me from doing so much that I want to do. So, I guess it is a tug of war that we all constantly face each day..
I can say that I have truly been blessed.
I have had a family..Still do! I have met some wonderful people in my life.. Who I know will always be there for me if I ever needed something, that all I have to do is talk. Yes talk, not even ask.
Wow, I've seen this same qualities in my daughters and son...Although I have been through a very hard time with my children.. and they got themselves into a tornado in the water..Almost slipping away! They are stubborn bullheaded, very unreasonable at times..
and Now I can say that they are just like me!
Its genetical!!! eek!
haha
Aww I am really not bad.
I still have so much to do.
and I will.
Meanwhile, I shall live and make the best of it.
I shall try my best to stop this longing I have of falling madly in love and focus on what I should do,somehow..
Just because I do enjoy feeling closeness..Oh yes it has crossed my mind I guess It has always been in me. I just shut off.
Which is very hard at this precise moment.
For I wish to be Almost perfect.
But it is reality. I guess we long to be in Love..
I also Love the thought of being in Love.Just like my family.. So I guess It is a good thing, no matter what.
I may have become bitter in a sense that I let my emotions and personality change and I became cold, and damn! very insecure.
This I do not like.. this is something I must work on.
Yet, I practice Love (ugg) everyday!!;). Just because it is part of my nature..If I am not kind and loving, I just am not happy.
Yay! I am Happy!
"morally" happy.. haha
Yet I wonder.. Will I ever be in love again...
Well I am going that way!---------->

LAUGH........
CRY LIKE RAIN,
PAIN.
LOVE, LIKE YOU NEVER HAVE,
LEARN.
FORGIVE, EVEN IF IT HURTS.
REMEMBER.....POSITIVELY.
CHERISH.
FOR THEIR,
IS THIS LIFE TO LIVE.