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Journal of Marisela (1865)
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Marisela (1865)
Marisela
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You're Frankly Vulgar a redpullover**

Monday August 27, 2007
04:31 PM
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This is actually a huge step I have taken..
and although the action has been quite difficult.. I am ok with what I did...
I mean I love my family and certainly wish everyone of them happiness...
Although family happiness seems to have been a shore for most.....
Fortunately I have concluded that all I could do has been done.. Now I just hope and will yes pray that we all will just do fine ....

I feel a little lost and depressed.. Long beach has set me back in all the work I did just looking for a job In San Diego.......
So I am here feeling a lil blue and depressed...
But I am sure it will all be quite a good change...

((Wow! I would just love to literally take some paint and just throw it everywhere!!!!!!!!!!!!!)) :)
Now I understand that one artist.. Pollock! I almost could not remember his name.
I guess I just want to direct my expressions or revelate my crazy ass mood..
it is unbelieveable that this worl has been able to deal with all the ugly Karma that is around...
AMAZING!,Astounding! :(
I'm very depressed and I cannot seem to shake this off...
So I got to reading this page...

The Top 10 Ways To Lift Your Mood When You're Feeling Down In The Dumps..
this is the address and I shall paste it here so as not to forget....
http://topten.org/public/BF/BF34.html

Anyhow.. I have been trying as hard as possible not to show it..
But its all catching up again.I just never want to get as bad as I once was....
Oh I'm sure not having a job has alot to do with it..
and I will have to go out and look for one ASAP..
I've been applying and I have gone to a couple...
But one is just a minimum wage job position..
and the other was just toooo far...
45 minutes bumper to bumper is not a good thing I would say.
I'd need liability for sure!!! lol.. With my luck with cars...hmmm
Wow life is hard.
I'm sure I will be loving it once I have a job..
I guess I'm nervous and scared..
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here's to artistic expression! (Score:1)
oh, hang in there, dear friend. don't give in to despair. you are a beautiful person. you have shown that here in your journals. I really hope your financial situation gets better soon. having no money truely sucks. I know that frustration too. money eludes me.

artful dodger -- Monday August 27 2007, @09:52PM (#272644)
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 and as for me, I stand with the tribe of Morrissey.
In our different ways we are the same. (Score:1)
I'm nervous and scared too. Probably for different reasons but, nervous and scared, is nervous and scared just the same. (((huggas)))
redpathetic <redpathetic@yahoo.com> -- Tuesday August 28 2007, @12:48AM (#272650)
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 Happy in this final acceptance of his own absurdity...Albert Camus
You have what it takes (Score:1)
to do whatever you set your mind to do, Marisela. You have lived more life and so far have had so many unique experiences than most people that not only has it made you braver and stronger over the years, but your experiences have also manifested themselves into a beautiful soul = YOU.

Oh, you should do a Jackson Pollock style painting right now before you lose all this great tension and sense of limbo. I think you should vent it all on a canvas, Marisela. :)
Pimpernel -- Tuesday August 28 2007, @11:04AM (#272690)
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 A scarlet rain-dropped petal
Do you live (Score:1)
In Long Beach or San Diego?

I used to drive in bumper to bumper traffic for about 2 1/2 hours everyday. It would have been more but GOD BLESS THE CARPOOL LANE AND MY HYBRID'S STICKERS.
xLoveletterx -- Wednesday September 05 2007, @10:37PM (#273284)
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