One thing I can say that reading so many here just gives me a smile..

Red.. going through so much.. Yet she find time to sing her life:)She is just an Inspiration to me..
Thank you!
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Robby who has been a straight out gentleman and friend..I've watched him before he even new it. haha but then maybe he seen me first..But I have seen him grow up.Just as I have had to do..Thanks Robert..
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My Ol Chum.. Has a way of just making me laugh or smile... But At times I am not sure what to think.. I hope My Ol Chum is doing well...and Thank you as well.
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And Alma and her family:) My Gosh I hope she is surviving.. It is not an easy job I would say.
I picture her as a wonderful hard working momma.
Bless you Alma..:)
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Tales.. Little does he know how he affected me..I began to sketch years back because I seen the power of his painting the vibrancy that spoke so loudly.. and I decided to try it out.. and It seemed to help me very much....Which by the way if you read this I do miss your Journal.
But it is YOUR journal.
Thank you...:)
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It has not been an easy task for me to actually learn this art of letting go. For my passion and loyalty have been Great! powerful! soul given with the best of my intentions..
and I wish to cry yell scream so as to let what I have in my heart out..
Life is very painful when you lose your dreams...
Yet their is An Art to everything in life..
So I shall just stop now stop feeling so sad here.. for I know its only because I am not working yet.. But I have plans.. and I am well.. no matter what.
The Art Of Letting go...

http://www.positivehealth.com/permit/Articles/Psychospiritual/clare59.htm

I know time passes and it has...
So, I know that another 3 years shall pass.. Yet I have to practice what I learn and just...
smile, hmm smile like I mean it. haha. and smile till I feel it.

Oh I just remembered a song.. Its by a song Graham Shared with me.

Ok ok The Art of letting go I will need to remind myself to do this all more often...Ok Let go Marisela!

I'm going to take a shower and then go pick up Vanessa.....

This is MY Journal! and I am happy to have it..
For I just vented.. and I really needed this.

I hate being so stubborn even if it means hmm pressure,I guess It is because life is not my way.