Last nite was the Moz show in Riverside...*sigh*

Had Lady M and I not moved out of state, we could have walked over to the venue from her lovely apartment. Anyhoo, I read that it was a fabulous show.

Just here in the office...same old routine. It's very slow here, and I'm having a hard time staying awake. I recently found out that I have horrible Astigmatism in both of my eyes. I've been having eye complications for about 2 years now, and barely decided to take it up with an Optometrist. It was so bad that without correction, I would have failed the vision test for a MN Driver's License! Well, I'm finally on the road to recovery :-)

It's almost Back to the 50's Weekend here in St. Paul, Minnesota, and I'm very excited. It's one of the largest car shows and swaps in the country.

I really can't write this morning---I'm off to get a Coke.

Cheers!

Oh gosh, where do I start.

I'm here in the office, the day is dragging by, and I'm very tired. Just got hired as a full-time Sales Support Representative here in good ol' Minnesota, lol.

I need to come up with a plan, and quickly. Lady M and the English Gent were at the Phoenix show on Saturday nite. Had I not lived in the 7th circle of hell, I might have tagged along. And now, I'll be missing Moz at the Hollywood Bowl. This is the place to move to if your goal is to be socially depressed. Sure, Morrissey came to Chicago and Milwaukee, so in order to see him, I'd have to drive 7 hours, pay $100 on gas, $80 for a room, and who knows how much more. No thanks.

No decent disco-teques, no decent people. Nowhere to go. I'm quite tired of the Mall of America. The name is deceiving. It's pretty much just a mall that's too big. I think there are 2 of each store, lol. Well I wonder,...M loves it here. Absolutely adores the greenery and the 10,000 lakes. He has already made it clear that this is home. Might as well stab me in the back with a dagger! For those of you who know me, Lady M, I'm totally deteriorating here!

*sigh* Enough about how miserable I am. It gets me absolutely nowhere.

I think LM and I are planning a holiday to visit LA in October, for my 21st birthday. It'll give us a chance to reunite with our best gal pals Sara and Elvira. *tear* Miss you guys to pieces! I heard Planet Earth has moved to Vertigo's on Sunday nites! How fun!

Any old way, I'd better get back to web browsing! lol (The boss is out of town, hence my entry!)

Cheers little darlings~
LG

Yes, I'm miserable now. Yesterday marked the first official snowfall of this winter. As I look out the window, I see my car covered in snow and ice. It is such an inconvenience. Now it's time to start warming up your car an hour before you go anywhere. I hate this!

When was my last entry here? I can't remember. I have relocated to Minnesota, home of nothing and no one. I've been here a year, and can't wait to return to my home in Southern California. Nothing's different per say; still with M, still working part-time, same ol, same ol. Although I do miss hanging out with Lady M and my fave Moz buddies, Sara and Elvis. Saw Lady M and the English Gent last month and had a blast! And I have to say, she is doing extremely well. That's all I have time for today, but I will continue my journal here like I used to.

Cheers~

Oh my god...I haven't had a day off in like 2 weeks. This is bullshit! I mean, yea, I'm gonna have money, but I wanna relax! I'm at work as we speak!

So, last weekend, we were reunited with our closest friends, Sara & Elvira. I was surprised that Lady M planned it all out, and it actually happened. So we took a drive to San Gabriel, had a few cocktails and caught up for a few, then headed out to Vertigo's. (big mistake, by the way) We were just so excited to finally be out, all of us together again, that we didn't care if it was Indie nite. We still danced and had a really good time. Why can't we find a decent club these days? What happened to good ol' Got 80's? Anyhow, I think Lady M enjoyed that Cranappletini and Guinness. She's been sober for almost a year! It was great to be with everyone again.

Well, that's all for today. I'll soon be back to journal my "exciting" adventures.

Cheers

I love this tune (Mad World by Gary Jules). I love it even more when I hear Tears for Fears' version.
Well, friends. T-Mobile is currently at the top of my shit list. DO NOT subscribe with them. My phone has given me nothing but hell ever since I got it. Too bad I signed a one-year contract, eh? Anyway, I started that new job already. It's going better than I had imagined. I went from office to retail, and I think retail, would you believe, is much more fun. The time passes by so quickly. I'm still at my office job, where I am right now. I need the god damned money.
Well, I don't think I'll be going to the convention tomorrow. I have the closing shift...yawn. How boring will that be? Who knows? I might just decide to take a drive after I get out. We'll see.
Yea, Melvin's still a pain in my ass. He'll never change. But he's very charming still...I don't know how. He recently gave me a black kitten, which is something I've wanted for years. I let him name it, so we now have a kitten called Jekyll. Cute, right?
Well, that's all I have to say today. (thank god, some of you are thinking...) I'm gonna blow this joint, then leave. LOL~

LG

I'm always on, but always forget to add another entry. I've started another job, I'm in the registration process for college, and Melvin is a pain in the ass. Yea, who isn't these days?

I was looking forward to the Hooligans show this sunday, but I'm afraid my schedule won't allow me to go. But I will definitely be at the Moz convention next sunday. So here I am, at work this holiday weekend, while everyone is vacationing. I'd rather be here than at the damned river, to be completely honest.

Lady M is doing quite well for those in question. She is enjoying her hiatus, and will be up and dancing in no time!

I think it's about time for me to go on holiday as well. But where the hell would I go? We'll see. Wherever the road takes me, I guess. I'm gonna keep this short--I am in the office. Don't wanna get the boot!

-Cheers

Yes, It has been ages since my last entry. I've just been too busy doing, well, absolutely NOTHING. Well, nothing productive, anyway. So let's do a little recap...what's happened in my world?

On Moz' birthday, I had me heart set on going to the SATH show. So the English Gent & myself drove an hour to Hollywood only to learn that the damn show was sold out. We drove a block away to Moz' house, where we found loads of glads and a box of Coronas. Nice gifts, eh? Well, we were about to head out to our fave hang out joint, Denny's, when a car pulled up, and we heard a few girls screaming. I thought, yea right, like I would be so lucky...So I walk down his steps, onto the street, and guess who pops out of the passenger side? I wanted to die! So I got loads of photos, and drove all the way home with a huge smile. Ah, that was a lovely evening...

Last Sunday, we spent the day at the Enlish Pub, in honour of Lord Steven Noble's birthday. It was loads of fun, and the Irish Nachos were delightful!

Er, I can't really think of anything else, really. Happy Birthday (yesterday) Elvira! Hope you're having a fabulous time in Sin City!

Well, I am in the office, so I will return to my duties. Good to be back!

-Cheers

Ugh. I'm falling asleep at the desk. I didn't even stay awake all nite. I was asleep by 11.30. Why am I so sleepy? Well, the past week has been a somewhat rough one. I've been in and out of the hospital with my mother. She's been pretty ill, so there I am to comfort her. She's home now, but still requires IV hydration. Of course, I'm the one responsible for changing the liquid and tubes and injecting her with her antibiotics. I'll soon change my name to Nurse Gaz...

Anyway, for the inconsiderate PRICK who's always asking for L.M., Melvin & I have put everything behind us and we are happier than ever. So no, "ANONYMOUS", he won't be stringing me along for more years of torture. Mind your own, by the way.

Well, I had the privilege of going with Lady M & the English Gent to an appointment at Fetal Focus, an office where 3d photos can be taken of your child. I was able to see Esteban Jr. for the first time! It did feel a bit awkward...L.M. with child? Well, I'm getting quite used to it. So, here then, is the reason why she is a bit too busy to be worrying about her journal entries here.

Other than that, all is going well in my dark little world. I'll be back soonish...

Well, I'm back. Not a wink of sleep last nite, or the nite before...I can't snap out of it! But I feel GREAT!

Today has been a good day so far...I've been keeping myself pretty busy here at the office. I've changed my mind. I think I am gonna go ahead and stay here. It wouldn't make sense to go out and seek employment elsewhere.

I'm still single. It's really starting to take its toll on me...I look somewhat 20 pounds thinner! What is with the head games? Can anyone be frank these days? Gosh! Who the hell cares about my feelings? I just would like to know if he's through with me or not. He won't give me a direct answer! Then he calls me at 4 a.m., drunk mind you, and gets all emotional! Come on, who wouldn't be frustrated?

Enough about that, though. For the anonymous person looking for L.M., you better find her soon. Word out on the street is she's skipping town! But I'd never betray her confidence...my lips are SEALED!

It looks like I'll be heading to Laguna Beach on the 2nd of May...I've been hand-picked to chaperone my 8 year old brother's field trip. Just what I need. Sunlight. I'll be the one who looks like Morticia! ;-)

Now I don't know about anyone else, but I am a huge baseball fan. And it's been a while since I went to a game, so my sister and I will be at the Dodger/Arizona game this Wednesday. I really can't wait.

I'm not really feeling too well.

-LG