More commonly described as I, JacquesTheLad.

Well, the best (or worst) three weeks and two days of my life came to an end on Friday, when my girlfriend decided to call it a day on the "relationship". Yup. Even although I'd only seen her a few times (let's say five, for talking sake), and it only lasted a few weeks (not even a month! Although it seemed like years), I felt really quite disappointed at the culmination of what might have been a great relationship. Of course, the distance is a bit of a factor, but it's truly disappointing.

Are you glad to see me hurt? Can you see it in your heart? Answer briefly.

Today (and yesterday) have been very tough. I'm loaded with the cold, my nose is all blocked with snotters (at least I ASSUME it's snotters...), my chest is as tight as a duck's behind (and that's WATER-tight, baby) and, with the relationship over before it really began, the feeling is unbearable. What did I do today? Well, I cleaned TVs at work. Doesn't that sound like fun? It's sarcasm, fool.

I get the feeling that a lot of people here don't like me. Please, tell me I'm wrong!

I need advice
I need advice
Nobody ever looks at my journal twice...

Sigh...I've been doing a lot of sighing yesterday. And no, not all of it has been because I've been struggling to breathe, thank you. Despairing cries from the heart, begging for SOMEONE to listen. And yet, nobody does. Nobody cares. Nobody. Why aren't you listening to me???

So then, how should I end this thoroughly depressing journal entry?