Ah, Smiths, I think I now know what was wrong. Were you thinking that this is the girl that I was talking about recently? No no no, as BWTT has said before, it would be hard for someone from the outside such as yourself looking in on my journal to keep tracks of the girls in my life! If it was the most recent girl, I would have had no inhibitions whatsoever, and would have said yes straight away. However, I hadn't mentioned this one in a good few weeks at least. The last I mentioned her was to say that I hadn't felt the same way about her as I do with the current one (at the time). Oh, and when we were talking, I'm not sure what it was we were doing, but it sure as hell wasn't flirting...

I'm all confused. I need to lie down. And hey, you know what? I don't know what I'm going to do. Because I don't want to get this wrong. And if she likes me that much, she'd understand my fears. Because she was the very one who pulled out of a date with me a while back. T'was but a few weeks ago actually. And after she pulled out of the date, she mentioned she liked some other guy. So, yeah, I'm quite worried that I might be second best. That I might be the fall-back from her previous venture. Is it too much to ask?