A glorious day...I feel my luck could change...

Nah, not really. Nothing ever changes as far as I'm concerned. Everything stays on the spectrum between very poor and average. Very poor meaning miserable and depressed. Average meaning better than very poor. Go figure :-(

M was looking rather disgruntled when I saw her today. Not that I care mind you. It's as if, whenever I ask somebody out and are turned down, they go all weird on me. Not just the usual kind of 'not wanting to talk because I'm a bit embarrassed', but she's really went strange on me. I don't know why. She's really angry whenever somebody mentions that I asked her out or that I liked her. It's as if she's turned a switch on me however, that just doesn't care about anything any more. Except my good friends at Moz-solo :-)

Sigh...I hate school. If I had my way I wouldn't go. I hate being in the top year. Although it carries some prestige and it's supposedly a relatively easy year, I just hate all the little immature delinquint assholes from the years below who give me nothing but grief. I look at them and I think to myself 'I was never that bad, was I?'. Maybe I was. But it sure doesn't seem it.

Anyway, other matters. Luckylipz - Thank you for your kind words! The only thing is, when is "in the end"? "See, I've already waited too long, and all my hope is gone". So, although your philosophy is probably correct, I don't think it applies to myself sadly. Mind you, maybe I'm not a good guy? Maybe I just talk myself up too much as being a good guy when I actually am not. Maybe I'm a complete asshole. Who knows, eh?

Biffo - No problem for saying those things, all of them true. Just need to wait ten months or so...It WILL happen though, I guarantee it! Maybe I'll bring my girlfriend along with me as well...OK, I've stopped laughing now :-) Anyway, I look forward to that day.

Hand in Glove - I look forward to your next e-mail supplement. The site was ok - I haven't really looked at it in as great detail as I would have liked to so far, but I will do, don't worry! I'm definitely going to get their album if it's available here in the UK. If not, I'll download all the MP3s from the album, get them converted to CD format and burn them onto a CD. And that's neat, buying presents for your cats! :-) Such a sweet young lady...

DWGT - I bet you looked so gorgeous and cute and cuddly and everything nice in a girl that can be nice! :-) I'd have loved to have been there...And what I'd have given to see that shower :-) But hey, don't worry about me - your good looks and fun life will see you through the days :-) It may not be with K (sadly - I know how much you love him), but it will be someone you really like. Might even be with someone who doesn't deserve you. But you're that kind of girl who is so welcoming to everyone. Thank you for your time with me :-) The reason I treat girls like friends is because I know there's pretty much no chance that anything will ever go any further! Sad, but true.

Havfine - No problem with cheering you up. And Figo is a quality player. And I hate Scotland. God I wish I lived in Portugal :-) Ah well, c'est la vie....

Smiths - Thanks for the advice. I will continue to do what I want to do. I just try to be nice to every girl, treat every girl fairly, evenly and with the respect they deserve. Sadly, nothing works. Maybe the girls will come in the end. Probably not. I won't hold my breath, for I would surely die of lack of oxygen :-)

Anyway, another journal entry comes to a close. I look forward to hearing from you all soon. "Goodnight, and thank you. Love you!