Saw the girl that I'm kinda growing on today. I have no idea if she really likes me or not. Her friends say she does, but I'm still not sure...

Today it was her last day at work. She had posters up in her work, and she seemed to be having a good time...But she hardly spoke to me when I walked in. She asked me if I was going to her party next Saturday, but that was pretty much the only conversation she made with me. I can hardly say it was her fault - I said pretty much nothing the whole time I was there...

Why is it so hard to say something to her? It's always the same...I can text her no problem, say whatever I want. I could even do it on the Internet if I spoke to her on here. Why, then, is it so hard to say something directly to her face? If that's what it's like in her shop, just making conversation, what's it going to be like at her house, asking her out on a date or whatever?

Maybe I'm wrong. Maybe I'd be able to drink a little at the party (not so much that I don't have any control, but enough to loosen me up a touch), and be able to talk to her no problem or whatever. But how do I know? Does anyone have any idea as to how I can break the proverbial ice to talk to her?

Sigh...

DWGT - No problem about the words. I'm glad to see you're quite happy again, and long may it continue!

Platinum Panda - I wish I had your philosophy towards Valentine's Day. Every year it comes by, and I have no girlfriend, no hope, nothing...

"And you go home, and you cry and you want to die..."