i am so tired and sleepy. i've also been stressing out so much. i hate it. i need a new job desperately. i hate where i work now. there are way too many females in this office and along with that comes too much drama. so here goes my problem.

i had(keyword:HAD)a co-worker who was a good friend of mine. things went sour and i don't know why. i came in this past monday and she did not talk to me at all the whole day. ok, i thought to myself, is she mad at me or what? this former friend would tell me everything. i was her confidant. we would hang out a lot. she would tell me her problems with her men and i would listen and give her advice. well another co-worker of mine was very jealous of the relationship that my former friend and i had. she is 30 years old and is a married woman. she told my former friend that she was jealous. i laughed. she makes it seem like were still in high school. come on lady! grow up! so now she's tremendously happy that my former pal and i are not talking as well as we should. i could care less. they probably think i'm dying of jealousy and i'm not. you might think i am also but i'm not. its just a problem that i've been having over the last few days and i'm spilling the beans here. its funny because my former gal-pal told me that she could not trust this 30-year-old going on 15 friend. ha ha ha. what a hypocrite my former friend is.

so that's my little problem. like i said i could care less. i am looking for a new job. i need a little bit of testosterone in the mix. it's too much drama with women. why? anyway after i'm done doing this little entry i am going to start looking for jobs. wish me luck!!

always a lady,
Betty