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Sunday July 24, 05
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07:04 AM - Beautiful Stranger
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It seems to me that there's an awful lot of gloom in the journals on this site, often quite artfully hidden under an intense appreciation of one Mr Morrissey. This includes my few entries. I, however, want to take this opportunity to say that I think life is very worth living just for the, sometimes rare, moments of blissful happiness that can come at the most unexpected times from some unfamiliar places. Listening to some gorgeous music and dancing in just your underwear, kissing someone for the first time or discovering some art that you connect to, that makes you smile. These things make me believe that life is worth holding on to.
Hope, faith, charity. Hope. I'm not religious in any way but these people do have some good ideas once in a while.
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Friday July 08, 05
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07:16 AM - Daydream Believer
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I am absolutly horrified by the attacks in London. How have we allowed something like this to happen? I also feel very ashamed of myself, I feel as if I've only just woken up and only just realised how narrow minded and simply inhumane some people are. When Madrid was attacked I was of course aware of it but I paid very little attention and now regret being so horrible and short-sighted. I know this all means that I'm obviously not the most politically and socially aware and caring person in the world but now I'm just so outraged that there are people in our world that can cause such terror and get away with it. The war in Iraq was wrong. But something HAS to be done to stop terror, to stop wars. Why can't people just TRY and understand each other more???!!!
I know I've possibly gone slightly "irate" but I have to have faith in humanity- good must prevail.
Puts stuff into perspective for me though, I guess that's a plus.
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Sunday June 26, 05
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10:47 AM - This Charming Man
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Right at this moment I feel like I kinda understand Morrissey to some extent. People wil disagree with me I know but I've just been through an absolutely horrible week- I've had my heart broken and then broken again. The only way to get through life is to just think of yourself, put yourself first. It's selfish yeah, but it's the only way to stay strong as an individual.
I believe in love. But I've also come to realise that love is so flawed, is there anyone out there that believes they have the perfect relationship? There's no such thing as far as I can see. The more you love, the more it hurts and yet I for one couldn't live without loving. Tears have been rolling down my cheeks practically without cease this week, how can people let me down like that?! And yet, they had to do it for themselves, I just have to learn not to love without thinking and to put my head before my heart more.
I'm not sure listening to The Smiths is helping but I'm not going to stop!
Sorry for boring you, just trying to make sense of some of my thoughts.
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Saturday June 04, 05
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03:49 AM - What's the frequency, Kenneth?
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I really don't know what to say! What I think and feel would outrage a lot of the people on this site, but I do also feel that I have some connection, thanks to Moz. Total delusion is sometimes a pleasant feeling but realisation of delusion is definately less so- I can testify. There's so much stuff in my head that I can't write it here, I think of it all simultaneously but I can't type it without ordering my anxieties.
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