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I remember when i first saw MORRISSEY. I was 12 and he was singing glamourous glue on snl. I immediately feel in love with in his style. I thought he was the coolest guy ive ever seen. Morrissey was cool, his band cool, especially gary day. A few years later i heard the more you ignore me the closer i get on the radio at 6 am. I remember the sky was blue outside. It was kind of magical the way he painted his picture, i felt awed by his voice. I thought MORRISSEY was very cool. He was so cool nobody even seemed to needed to mention it. i never heard anyone say hey i like morrissey. I further had theknowledge that MORRISSEY was viewed as being nothing more than a fag by my peers. I was somewhat astouded.they told me about how he was on beavis and butthead, humping a rock??(november spawned a monster) I would constantly heard that morrissey is a fag, he likes young boys, he was caught playing with himself and etc. then came his album southpaw grammar. when south paw came i was experimenting with drugs like weed. then my peers started doing acid. i would hear stories about how acid was way better than weed. i heard so much stories about acid. i sort got the idea that acid was a simple drug
that didnt mess up your brain like crck and what not. one day i decided to take a trip. ill never forget that day. walking 5 blocks to my friends house. i didnt even care or thought much about it.
i just remeber noticing the sun, and how nice everything looked, i never felt quite so alive and healthy. did i mention i brought my copy of southpaw grammar...well now you know. So i was under acid about 30 mins later. it was weird everything seemed to have purpose everything made senes, although i questioned it. so then i convinced my friends to listen to southpaw. the first sounded unimagineable, i loved it. the teachers are sounded better than ever. evrything seemed well until the other songs. like boy racer the operation made me sad as hell. and dangenham dave freaked me out. there i realized although i knew that morrissey was talented. he is infact a homo. it bothered me. my friends were like this is to @#!!!ed up. why do you listen to this? all i could say was im not gay over and over again. morrissey freaked me out. i didnt like him there at that moment i thought he was too disturbing for me. what i remember walking home that the sun ws still out, i saw this girl get out of her car. she was a nice looking blonde, you hardly see those in my neighborhood. she was with her mom and dad i guess. i thought she was quite pretty. everything seemed perfect i was young she was young. she didnt really notice me, but me being guy......well you understand. everything seemed cool except me. i was scared of everything. it seemed that everything went down the drain, my confidence, and my balance....i never so bad in my whole life. for a while there i felt insane. my friends noticed it. they would say jokes like .... i listen to depeche mode and morrissey and now i think im gay. im pretty sure they were talking about me. the other day i was on the net at my college...this is couple of years after the whole bad trip incident. most of the guys are looking at porn at my college. and a teacher spots me and sneaks behind me. i was looking at the pics from when morrissey came to that blockbuster. an my teacher was like why are you looking at pics of men. i was some what astonished how this man who i admired his knowledge was now gonna question my sexuality. i was bothered at first but i dint really care. i did however again realise that morrissey is just a homo. i know that sounds well like gay bashing, but thats they way society feels about well homos. now that i narrowed down the fact that morrissey is just a homo... i dont really care anymore. i feel like maube thats what drove me to him. i guess i wanted to figure the guy out. i knew that morrissey did have some gay implications inhis music, but i guess i just that there was more. i bet your wondering why i wrote this...well im wondering why you read it in the first place. i dont listen to music that much anymore. sometimes i do listen to morrissey but it sounds the same. the other day i started liking smash mouth, but i wont tell that to anyone else it will be our secret.
that didnt mess up your brain like crck and what not. one day i decided to take a trip. ill never forget that day. walking 5 blocks to my friends house. i didnt even care or thought much about it.
i just remeber noticing the sun, and how nice everything looked, i never felt quite so alive and healthy. did i mention i brought my copy of southpaw grammar...well now you know. So i was under acid about 30 mins later. it was weird everything seemed to have purpose everything made senes, although i questioned it. so then i convinced my friends to listen to southpaw. the first sounded unimagineable, i loved it. the teachers are sounded better than ever. evrything seemed well until the other songs. like boy racer the operation made me sad as hell. and dangenham dave freaked me out. there i realized although i knew that morrissey was talented. he is infact a homo. it bothered me. my friends were like this is to @#!!!ed up. why do you listen to this? all i could say was im not gay over and over again. morrissey freaked me out. i didnt like him there at that moment i thought he was too disturbing for me. what i remember walking home that the sun ws still out, i saw this girl get out of her car. she was a nice looking blonde, you hardly see those in my neighborhood. she was with her mom and dad i guess. i thought she was quite pretty. everything seemed perfect i was young she was young. she didnt really notice me, but me being guy......well you understand. everything seemed cool except me. i was scared of everything. it seemed that everything went down the drain, my confidence, and my balance....i never so bad in my whole life. for a while there i felt insane. my friends noticed it. they would say jokes like .... i listen to depeche mode and morrissey and now i think im gay. im pretty sure they were talking about me. the other day i was on the net at my college...this is couple of years after the whole bad trip incident. most of the guys are looking at porn at my college. and a teacher spots me and sneaks behind me. i was looking at the pics from when morrissey came to that blockbuster. an my teacher was like why are you looking at pics of men. i was some what astonished how this man who i admired his knowledge was now gonna question my sexuality. i was bothered at first but i dint really care. i did however again realise that morrissey is just a homo. i know that sounds well like gay bashing, but thats they way society feels about well homos. now that i narrowed down the fact that morrissey is just a homo... i dont really care anymore. i feel like maube thats what drove me to him. i guess i wanted to figure the guy out. i knew that morrissey did have some gay implications inhis music, but i guess i just that there was more. i bet your wondering why i wrote this...well im wondering why you read it in the first place. i dont listen to music that much anymore. sometimes i do listen to morrissey but it sounds the same. the other day i started liking smash mouth, but i wont tell that to anyone else it will be our secret.
